||[Sep. 26th, 2007|02:19 pm]
|[||current state of overwhelming misery
|[||rockin out to
|||||aggravating little kids||]|
I was driving to the library and I hear two dudes like "hi" in the car next to me. I turn around, ready to glare and be like "WTF do you guys want?" It was Chris and Aaron. Interestingly enough. I got kind of nervous, smiled, waved, and had a full conversation at the red light a la` American Graffiti. It sucks that I continue to be fixated upon the Unnattainable. Beats me why.
I couldn't get involved with anyone right now. I don't feel like it. I don't have the time. I don't have the money. I'm doing a million things at once. Plus, things are just bad.
My mom is trying to get me to take my medicine and I really don't feel like it. Did she ever think that the only thing wrong with me when they decided to drug me everyday was that I was a teenager? Now I'm not, but she's convinced I'm still in that angry, rebellious teenage mindset. I mean, I quit smoking. For the most part.
I'm just not really in school because I don't feel like it. College isn't for everyone, and it certainly isn't for me. I'm being forced to go, though, as long as I live in their house.